I'm evolving in my language

as i {try to} integrate

all these learnings

of new knowledge,

following the "rabbit-burrows" of my own real-life

synchrocicities,

whereby

"I" have been present and

pre-sent to specific places

at specific times to meet

with specificic people,

often for the first time,

often for the only time

{so far},

and thereby been witness

to over-loads of events-in-the-making.

I feel like i play

a part

in a play,

behind the scenes of

what is both Seen & UnSeen,

real and unreal,

serious and laughable,

tragic and comedic.

I've been away

on the island of britain

for most of the past 2 decades,

tramping the streets,

dodging along the canals,

digging deep in the "truth" "movement"

into "protests"

and festivals

and "communities",

and throughout all

that I've been grounding otherworlds,

integrating experiences,

plumbing the depths

of subconsciouness,

seeking a plug-hole

in the bed-rock

of the sea-floor

of which

our-deepest

fears are trapped

by the terror

inherent in the "cure"

- to pull-the-plug-from-the-plug-hole,

and release

the bewilderment

of the pre-civilised anguish

and suffering

which the ancestors lived through

and died of,

as the invading civilisations

marauded

and murdered their way

through these past few millenia

with their "Secret - Orders" occult "Powers".

A demonic-urge possesses susceptible "humans" to seek to dominate and control and "manipulate" "others".

IT is a program. I call IT the "demi-urge".

IT "gets in" when an individual gets "hacked" to pieces.

IT "gets in" when natural-harmony gets distorted/twisted/inverted.

IT "gets in" when "Whole" gets broken.

Most people these days are programmed to name IT "The Ego".