Seamus Byrne R.I.P.
Today
I start again
making sense of what I'm doing
means also making sense of
what the hell is going on around me
.
some times flowing
sometimes stuck
some times sitting on the sideline
watching the World at odds with itself
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sometimes way out in the cosmos wandering
wondering about the future of Eternity
and how this chaos all works out
in the end
.
"in the end" is a disputed concept
in-so-far-as
we do not re-member the beginning
how can we imagine the end
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I've been so far-out
floating free of the body-mind
psycho-logically free-falling backwards
lucid-day-dreaming imaginings
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Psycho-logic - the "real" world is a projection
an apparant illusion made possible
by The Body
which we do not remember Creating
.
That's a concept conveniently avoided
The Concept that we don't remember
Our own Conception is un-conscious
Our own physical birth is un-conscious
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We are conceived and born, Un-Conscious
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When do we actually become "conscious" ?
And is there anything "wrong" with being unconscious ?
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I think we become "conscious" as a result of "learning"
through the process of trying, attempting, Willing
by facing choices and making decisions
and therefore becoming "response-able"
in realising that our actions cause re-actions
and repeating our experiments
experiencing repeating patterns and adapting
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Home Life
So much depends upon Parenting
but basically it's Nature and Nurture
Structure and Chaos
freedom and control
safety and risk
.
Creating a nurturing structured environment
will control safety
Creating a natural chaotic environment
will risk freedom
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kinda thing
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polarised choices and the spectrum in between
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In The Beginning There Was Darkness
Every Where
And from out of The Darkness was Born Light
For Light had desire to Live
And Dark has yearned for Life
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The First Light was conceived with in The Dark
The First Light was Born OUT-OF Darkness
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And Thus was Creation
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M other yearned for Father
Mother Conceived of Father
Mother Birth Father
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Father is Son of Mother
Father is "masculine" of Mother
Father is expression of Mother
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Father is other of M-other
Father is extension of Mother
Father is distinct from Mother
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Father is di Stance from Mother
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M other D ark E motion Y earn S pace
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Unconscious feeling gave rise to Light-MinD-Ark
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Feeling gave Rise to Idea
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M other gave Birth to GoD
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M in D became capable of Being
conscious, of the unconscious .:.
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2 realms interpolateing
each with-in each-other
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M ate D
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M in D
MuM & DaD
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We have these arch-i-types within us
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For Life to become manifest
Female gave Rise to Male
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Light is a point in Space
Light moves around in Space
Light explores Spaces
Light learns about Space
Light exists in Space
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Between D ark and Light is a spectrum
A rainbow of frequencies
Infinities of possibilities
Between D ark and Light is Creation
.
And here we are made manifest
some how entering into "Body"
some how be come physical
some how be come distinct
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With Thoughts and Feelings
Governed by Laws of Physics
Needing to Sleep at Night
Having to Die eventually
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We are points of Life existing for a Mom-ent
Mum-bling our Languages
M-othering each Other
M-ate M-ake M-ore M-others
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May Tree Arch Y
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In Trick Ate
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A Gain
Here I Am today
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